I am not excited about it anymore. The fact that I am getting old scares me so much.

Can I buy my own house? Can I go to every places on my bucket list? Can I find a good guy that willing to do the dishes?

Will all these people I call friends still be here with me? 

Will I get better job and salary? Where will I be in five years?

Can I survive somewhere without my family someday?

I don’t want to my hair getting thinner. I don’t want any wrinkles on my face. In fact, I can see wrinkles under my eyes everytime I smile. 


4 thoughts on “Birthday

  1. Happy belated birthday Elisa, I wish you all the very best for your future. And please stop worrying about things. When the time arrives, you’ll be able to do things that you are worried about.


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